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Why...? Why am I still hurting?

Tue Jan 29, 2008, 1:04 AM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Still dreaming
  • Reading: My own writing
My heart is breaking all over again. I think I still care about him and yet I love another... Why can't this pathetic heart of mine move on?! No! No! I don't care about him one bit!
...Perhaps...I just miss his friendship... After all, we seemed more like friends that boyfriend and girlfriend.
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-nod-
Yeah...-smiles faintly- I do miss being his friend and I think I'm ready again. I think the only reason it hurts is because I feel like I'll never get a chance to talk to someone like him again.

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Dear... :cling: It's okay... Still being friends won't hurt anything.
Yeah, I can talk to him, if you'd like, Dranz-Chan. He's been a bit down, lately, as it is.
He's still under the impression that you hate him, I think...so talking would be good. -__-;

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“Forget them. Burn all, burn everything. Fire is bright and fire is clean.” -Captain Beatty, Farenheit 451

"Books stitch the patches of the universe together into one garment for us."
:hug: I know....I was just really, really confused... I don't even know what triggered it. I blame insomnia.

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"Lord Nagamasa, you're my hero!"

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.If you hate stereotypes click here: [link]
Why does he think I hate him? I know I didn't act or say anything about hating him... But thanks. :glomp:
And by the way, a friend of ours, Britt, listened, too. She likes your singing just as much.

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"Lord Nagamasa, you're my hero!"

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.If you hate stereotypes click here: [link]
He just...gosh, you know Rae can be dumb sometimes. I'll hit him, while I'm at it, and make him get on AIM or something. Heaven knows, he'll work himself to death if he doesn't break eventually... (and break, in that sentence means 'rest'...I just realized it sounded worse than it was, haha) -__-;

*GlompTackleHuggles* Welcome~ (I can't make the cute smileys. They refuse to appear for me xD)

Tee-hee, I'm so excited :3 I don't usually get a lot of musical attention, so it's kind of cool. I'll be sure to get some band tracks up soon. We have to wait until Bob comes back, though. I think he's either on vacation or playing a Renfaire, but he has a studio thing set up with his friend Rodney and...we get to record stuff o__o

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“Forget them. Burn all, burn everything. Fire is bright and fire is clean.” -Captain Beatty, Farenheit 451

"Books stitch the patches of the universe together into one garment for us."
XD You still can't do teh smilies?
But he should rest. It's crazy.

Yay. XD

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"Lord Nagamasa, you're my hero!"

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.If you hate stereotypes click here: [link]
Nu, I epic fail at smileys. Impart upon my your smiley-creating knowledge o__o

Yeah, I talked to him. He said he'd maybe get on AIM. -__-; He's being difficult, though, but I bet if I get Ari to confront him about it, he'll think a little more clearly. As much as he's an idiot, Ari knows how to manipulate Raven's though processes better than I... xD

Yay, indeed~ :D

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“Forget them. Burn all, burn everything. Fire is bright and fire is clean.” -Captain Beatty, Farenheit 451

"Books stitch the patches of the universe together into one garment for us."
Alright. Or you could tell him it's driving me insane...? XD Cause seriously, I'm close.

--
"Lord Nagamasa, you're my hero!"

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.If you hate stereotypes click here: [link]

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